Now, heart's ease and wormwood,I wonder whether it's the freedom to do a Jarrell and check out early from the Darwin Hotel, a place that apart from good company is really better left behind.
we rest from all discussion, drinking, smoking,
pills for high blood, three pairs of glasses—soaking
in the sweat of our hard-earned supremacy,
offering a child our leathery love. We're fifty,
and free! Young, tottering on the dizzying brink
of discretion once, you wanted nothing
but to be old, do nothing, type and think.
27 October 2009
Twilight
from Robert Lowell